Friday the Oregon Symphony played Beethoven's famous 5th Symphony at the Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall. We sat near the front. Close enough to see the twinkly barrette in Sarah Kwak's hair. Close enough to see that Stefan Jackiw's bow broke a string twice in the intensity of his searing, soaring, poetic performance. Close enough to see Christoph Konig's kind smile as he rebuked the upper balcony for clapping after Beethoven's second movement. "There are two more! Just wait!" Close enough for Son to record the work of the maestro on his iPhone.
The music was exquisite. It echoes yet today. The plaintive strings, delicate piano, rousing percussion; the masterful dynamism of loud, soft, silence, and noise. Antonin Dvorak's Romance for Violin and Orchestra brought swirls of cadence, rich layered melodies, and Konig's mesmerizing energy embodying every nuance of the music; now loud and powerful, now quiet, impossibly soft. His hands and body became the very notes and kept the orchestra perfectly one.
As I sat in Arlene's ornate hall, memories flooded my mind.
In college I heard the Oregon Symphony a number of times under James DePriest. His charisma filled the hall as amply as the music filled the air. In the 90s we waited outside for a glimpse of Bob Dylan before his concert's start. He jumped off the tour bus dressed like a roadie, a hoodie pulled over his head, and disappeared into a back door before anyone recognized him. Several years later Hubby and I rocked and swayed to The Cure's loud luscious beat. I was pregnant, Baby Son kicking to Fascination Street in my womb. One year we got tickets to the Symphony's Christmas Concert and I gave away a pair to one of my teachers as a prize. I remember waving to her and her husband seated about fifteen seats behind and above us. Son was younger then and he called the Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall "that place with a cantaloupe skin ceiling". Its embossed pattern looks just like a melon rind. One year I took young Son to a kids' Symphony concert on a Saturday afternoon. The naughtiness and noise horrified me. Kids, yes. But what were the parents thinking not to teach them better manners? We were at the Schnitz, in an upper balcony, enjoying 1964, a Beatle's Tribute band when I got the call that Beaverton School District wished to offer me a position as principal. In 2012 we were at a Morrissey concert at the Schnitz when Son called to say Nephew was having a seizure. We raced out of the earsplitting noise and hailed a cab on Broadway, flying fast to get home. For Mothers' Day in 2013 we saw Bill Cosby. (Before his recent shaming.) He sat onstage in a sweatshirt and sweatpants, drinking from a cup of water on a side table beside him. The Cos was hilarious - Nephew and Son loved him. In February 2014 we picked our way gingerly through sidewalks iced with snow to hear the Oregon Symphony play Beethoven's 7th. Its strains serenaded my thoughts for weeks.
Yes, the good old Schnitz.... the rococo lobby with endless intermission lines and pale pink frescoed walls. Its wool carpet, elegant bubblers, and stylish eccentrics. It is to us the music that is Portland.
Sunday, February 22, 2015
Saturday, February 14, 2015
Wriggling Through By Subtle Manoeuvers
The UK Guardian ran an article about the daily rituals of famous creatives. Morning larks and night owls alike, exercisers and unrepentant louches, those with day jobs and those without, each had in common a daily iron-clad ritual.
I dream that someday I shall be free of working and able to write. Many of literature's finest wrote in spite of other full time employment, and some made the case that their writing came because of full time jobs.
Wallace Stevens, an insurance executive and poet, wrote that "I find that having a job is one of the best things in the world that could happen to me. It introduces discipline and regularity into one's life." Thought provoking. Compelling.
But I think my favorite quote is from Franz Kafka, who also worked in insurance. "Time is short, my strength is limited, the office is a horror, the apartment is noisy, and if a pleasant, straight-forward life is not possible, then one must try to wriggle through by subtle manoeuvers."
Three cheers for subtle manoeuvers!
https://podio.com/site/creative-routines
I dream that someday I shall be free of working and able to write. Many of literature's finest wrote in spite of other full time employment, and some made the case that their writing came because of full time jobs.
Wallace Stevens, an insurance executive and poet, wrote that "I find that having a job is one of the best things in the world that could happen to me. It introduces discipline and regularity into one's life." Thought provoking. Compelling.

Three cheers for subtle manoeuvers!
https://podio.com/site/creative-routines
Happy Birthday Oregon
Happy Sweethearts' Day. Happy 156th birthday Oregon. Happy sunshine in the damp northwest.
My thoughts go to yesterday's big news. Governor Kitzhaber resigned before his fourth term had really much begun. He's been called a durable and ubiquitous Oregon politician. The controversy surrounding his resignation has been described as bizarre, unprecedented and sad.
One could say it was love that brought him down. But love was just one element. Cylvia Hayes played a role. Her carelessness with the truth, craven ambition and missing ethics proved the undoing of them both. But had JK not somehow begun to slip, he would have never fallen. What happened to his sense of right and wrong? Four terms may be too long a time to surround a person, anyone, with the kind of deference and power we grant celebrities of many kinds. My sense is that he had begun to take it all for granted. He started to believe he really was the big man that could never stumble. He'd been hoisted so high up on that pedestal that a tumble was due. Cylvia, lovely, beautiful Cylvia provided the romance that brought him down.
Happy Valentines' Day. Cupid's arrow has brought equal parts tragedy and bliss since the dawn of time. John and Cylvia are just today's star struck lovers.
The Google doodle quotes ee cummings. Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards.
We'll see how that works out for them.
My thoughts go to yesterday's big news. Governor Kitzhaber resigned before his fourth term had really much begun. He's been called a durable and ubiquitous Oregon politician. The controversy surrounding his resignation has been described as bizarre, unprecedented and sad.
One could say it was love that brought him down. But love was just one element. Cylvia Hayes played a role. Her carelessness with the truth, craven ambition and missing ethics proved the undoing of them both. But had JK not somehow begun to slip, he would have never fallen. What happened to his sense of right and wrong? Four terms may be too long a time to surround a person, anyone, with the kind of deference and power we grant celebrities of many kinds. My sense is that he had begun to take it all for granted. He started to believe he really was the big man that could never stumble. He'd been hoisted so high up on that pedestal that a tumble was due. Cylvia, lovely, beautiful Cylvia provided the romance that brought him down.
Happy Valentines' Day. Cupid's arrow has brought equal parts tragedy and bliss since the dawn of time. John and Cylvia are just today's star struck lovers.
The Google doodle quotes ee cummings. Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards.
We'll see how that works out for them.
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